Sunday, September 07, 2008

i still take the intiative to talk to u everyday...
sumtimes we could still talk like close friends, like we once were, except that we nolonger call each other babies or huns...
sumtmes you would respond really coldly and waited for me to put the convo into a stop...

dunt worry i'm not getting anymore false hopes now. i know the crying n begging just wont work.

they told me to stop making coversation with u, at least for two weeks. but i just cant do it. i still care about u so much n i hate to lose u in sight...

but i know u already have too many girl friends, like me, who loved and cares about u... its tough to fight for a place in your heart...

this weekend, they let me join their outing n spent overnite away from the comuter but i still thought about u...
they brought me to mingle party to meet new faces but i still thought about u...
how do i put it to stop?
when will i move on?
what should i do to stop the aching n not thinking about u?

i'm listening to bizzare love triangle...
"everytime i think of you, i feel a shot right through with a bolt of blue..."

i still really love you... i'm still really 唔化...

i wish i could just get stoned and be able to escape from the mind-trap, even if its only for one night...