Friday, December 12, 2008

the best laid plan

i went on the trip with abso-fcking-lutely no idea and expections of wots gonna happen, just with a desperate soul to get out of where i was, feeling trapped & suffocated.

there, everything turned out so wonderfully planned, i got to do everything i wanted to do in merely a few days. this trip is truly full of miracles.

forgive me, i'm getting a little spiritual here & there again. i used to have no clue abt what they say: 'let him take control'. i always thot wots with THAT? one shd always be in control of his own life! how can u not plan ahead and expect things to go your way? i think i'm slowly being proven wrong everyday.

i cant tell u how thankful i am, to HIM & him. i felt so loved and lucky. but we all know good times dunt usually last, its now time to return to reality, a world full of responsibilities & obligations. but that's what life is about isnt it? u gain some, u lose some.

my stomach ache's coming back. now, its getting more like a psychological thing?

altho the short stay doesnt really make any difference to us, i only have all the best memories to bring home with me. and they will stay in my head until the day we meet again :] miss u.