Lost and Found in Shanghai 北上尋歡的香港博客

another boring day. my coworker sed to me today, are u excited that 2/5 of of week has past already (he was referring to the public holiday on wednesday). i cldnt help but answered coldly, what difference wud it make? we're all just living our days, arent we? altho sum might prefer to live their everyday lives in the most exciting ways. but frankly, i dunt find anything exciting atm.

i was thinking abt all my exes today. trying to rmb each and every1 of them in the right time frame. god, that was fucked up. i cant rmb them all. and it was very sad to think abt all the men i hv loved n shortly broke up with. none of them are willing to walk my life with me, they just simply stopped loving me n moved on. it got me think of how unloveable a perosn i was (still am).

i've... dated over 20 guys in the past 8 yrs and none of them stayed longer than yr n a half. u mite think that i'm a slut. i'm not. believe it or laugh at it. i just... dunno how to stop pissing off ppl i luv and ask them not to leave me alone...

i wish they taught us that in school.