his friend asked me where he was on msn today. i cant believe he hasnt been updated on this. but yeah well, he's asked the right person, cox i'm able to tell him his fren was in HGH and flying back today. if i didnt tell him, he might still think we're together.
i wanna... add him back on msn and talk to him on FB! and then i wud try to cheat my soul by thinking, no i only wanna talk to him as friend! i've moved on! i know we wont get back together but i feel like talking to him! ... gosh i feel like starring Nikki and Jessica in Heroes, two voices keep arguing with each other in my head?! one weak one stong.
i'm just so pleased with myself to have not trusted myself in the first place. DELETION is wise. every1 who just walked out from a relationship shd do it. DO NOT LISTEN TO YOUR WEAK-SELF!! tell her to shut the fuck up! tell her its for her own good! just like how jessica told nikki. until one day shes strong again...
your heroes addict friend (currently on s2e2)
