Sunday, September 14, 2008

i went to a hse party and i felt ok again. cox it's full of every1 i know. maybe no 'meeting new faces' to excite me, but i'm thankful and content.

they are trying to hook me up with an aussie, whom is very good looking actually. besides thinking, he's prolly not my type or he prolly has too many girls around him, it a bit too fast. dunt think my heart can take any1 else at the moment. but i do really wanna break the pattern, i've decided i wud either go gay or date a westerner for the next one.

i cannot go date a chinese unless i can totally let go of u. otherwise i'll just make myself so miserable. cox i know no1 can compare to u...