marriage is a huge commitment in life and i shd be there to witness the beginning of their lifetime happiness! i sincerely wish them happily ever after!
the bright side of attending wedding banquets is, i got to meet new guys. haha.
altho i'm still very skeptical abt men...
but dun worry, the pain n regrets had finally stopped for real. they are no longer eating me out. ever since i had this talk with my best fren. she told me sumthing that i've never thot abt. it had helped release all the self-blaming n blues! so now i dunt get to cry whenever i think of the bitter memories, i only find them HORRIFYING! how cld sum1 be so damn fake to u for 6 mths when he has already planned breaking up with u all along? n the worst thing is he managed to MAKE U willingly break up with him n MAKE U live in guilt and KEEP U thinking it was YOUR FAULTS! wasnt he super cunning or wot? yes, i was a willing victim n was totally fooled. u won! n for this, he deserves a round of applause.
and my energy bar's totally recharged to the fullest, not wasting anymore time to cry for meaningless object.
nite u all!
