today on my weibo wall:
"霹噗霹噗霹... always believe butterfly lives in the heart, not in the stomach. today is the day, i shove it in your face."
就在今天, 我把resignation呈上了. 不經不覺, 原來在這裡也待了三年.
這些日子裡頭, 久不久總是造著同一個惡夢. 夢到跟HR鬧起上來, 不歡而散. 這是上一份工作留下來給我的陰影, 久久不散. 現在, 我終於可以卸下這個包袱. 我會懷念這裡的每一位同事 (嗯, 只是同事而已).
出來做事這麼許多年, 共事的人都很善良. 每一份工作都能夠遇到没有機心, 不攻心計的大家, 說實話, 真的没有什麼好抱怨.
未來怎樣, 我没有一個答案. 在這裡, 想和大家分享一年前某個週末晚上, 我和一位舊同事的MSN對話一則. 這是5年前共事過的一位上海同事. 他在4年前離職回自己家鄉創業, 3年後的那夜, 他忽然在msn上跟我hihi:
| 19:28:56 | 和中国时差7小时 | know who i am? | |||
| 19:29:03 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | fox! | |||
| 19:29:12 | 和中国时差7小时 | LOL. you still remember me | |||
| 19:29:18 | 和中国时差7小时 | maravilhoso! | |||
| 19:29:20 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | of course | |||
| 19:29:23 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | how r u | |||
| 19:29:27 | 和中国时差7小时 | tudo bem? | |||
| 19:29:39 | 和中国时差7小时 | so far so good. | |||
| 19:29:53 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | wot language do u speak now | |||
| 19:30:24 | 和中国时差7小时 | portuguese | |||
| 19:30:34 | 和中国时差7小时 | estou na angola. | |||
| 19:30:46 | 和中国时差7小时 | I'm in angola, africa. | |||
| 19:30:53 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | wot?? | |||
| 19:30:54 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | why?? | |||
| 19:31:13 | 和中国时差7小时 | I'm doing business here. | |||
| 19:31:33 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | huh?? thats sooo cool!! | |||
| 19:31:43 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | i thot u went back to 江蘇 | |||
| 19:32:09 | 和中国时差7小时 | yes. Got marriaged and then went to africa | |||
| 19:32:37 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | omg | |||
| 19:32:44 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | congrats | |||
| 19:32:51 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | so much had happened in ur life!! | |||
| 19:32:55 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | i'm envious | |||
| 19:33:28 | 和中国时差7小时 | then come to Africa | |||
| 19:33:58 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | not unless u plan to hire me hahaha | |||
| 19:34:13 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | my life isnt as adventurous as yours! | |||
| 19:37:55 | 和中国时差7小时 | be confidant:) | |||
| 19:38:58 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | wot kind of biz r u doing now | |||
| 19:45:00 | 和中国时差7小时 | we have a farm here. | |||
| 19:45:55 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | !!!!!! | |||
| 19:46:09 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | u totally switched field! | |||
| 19:46:31 | 和中国时差7小时 | right .and construction. | |||
| 19:46:32 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | hv u got babies now? | |||
| 19:46:49 | 和中国时差7小时 | yeah, 2 year and a half. | |||
| 19:47:55 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | wow | |||
| 19:48:01 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | its good to catch up with u! | |||
| 19:48:07 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | i feel like we havent talked in 10 yrs! | |||
| 19:48:21 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | happy to know that ur doing so well | |||
| 19:49:09 | 和中国时差7小时 | hehe, I just try different things. nothing pretty special. | |||
| 19:49:20 | 和中国时差7小时 | so how about you? | |||
| 19:50:58 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | i wanna do that too | |||
| 19:51:06 | 和中国时差7小时 | so you can. | |||
| 19:51:13 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | still struggling in life | |||
| 19:51:38 | 和中国时差7小时 | why? | |||
| 19:51:47 | 和中国时差7小时 | life is that hard? | |||
| 19:52:02 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | hk's cost of living is too high | |||
| 19:52:35 | 和中国时差7小时 | it's much higher in angola | |||
| 19:54:43 | 和中国时差7小时 | you can consider moving to shanghai:) | |||
| 19:56:16 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | i dunt think any1 wanna hire me in SH | |||
| 19:56:42 | 和中国时差7小时 | hey, you are really a little passimistic | |||
| 19:57:17 | 和中国时差7小时 | you have experience, right? | |||
| 19:57:21 | 和中国时差7小时 | you have skills, right | |||
| 19:57:37 | 和中国时差7小时 | you already have everything | |||
| 19:57:39 | DOUBLECHIN™ ArtJamalamas! | thats it! | |||
| 19:57:47 | 和中国时差7小时 | right. that's it | |||
| 19:57:53 | 和中国时差7小时 | make advantage of it. | |||
| 20:05:35 | 和中国时差7小时 | If u believe it, then it will happen. |
在他問how about you的時候, 我語塞了.
那時候的我不敢告訴他, 我這三年來的生活, 跟三年前過得一模一樣. 一樣的job role, 一樣的經濟狀況, 一樣的學歷, 住一樣的地方, 過一樣的單身生活.
對話那天是2009年的5月23日. 離線後我對自己說, 在未來的日子我要過得跟以前不再一樣!!
新的章節, 比預期早了一年, 終於開始了 :)
I just can't wait to experience something different and new!
親愛的大家, 希望你們人生裡的每個三年都過得精彩、豐富和不一樣!
